Alea iacta est

I feel like I'm million miles away from myself
more and more of these days
I've been down so many open roads
But they never lead me home
Now I just don't know
Who I really am
How it's going to be
Is there something that I can't see?
I wanna understand

Maybe I will never be
Who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Maybe who I am today
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find the way to be every part of me?

So I'll try, try to slow things down
And find myself
Get my feet back on the ground
It will take time
But I know I'll be alright 
Cause nothing much has changed
on the inside
It's hard to figure out
How it's going to be
Cause I don't really know now
I wanna understand